I have really been inspired as of late. I keep popping out poems. Its really nice.

I still haven't gotten my test results back. All I have gotten is that it's not a pregnancy.

Vanessa is walking and climbing up the couch and everything now. Its been a lot of fun.

I fell in love with Jalopeno cheese dip.

I had to leave work early on sunday cause I didn't feel well at all. I started feeling hot and dizzy. I started feeling lots of pain in my upper left stomach area. Ended calling out yesterday too because of it. Went to the Doctor. I was put on an all liquid diet, nothing with to much flavor. More than likely its an ulcer forming. Can't have anything to hot or spicy for a week. I feel a whole lot better today after taking a few tums. There is still a little pain though. I have to go get some blood work done as well. It looks like I'll be taking an antacid for a long time now.

I have become addicted to Dungeons and Dragons online. I've been hanging out with some pretty cool people on it and it just makes things even more fun. Last night I stayed up until 4am playing!

Ten o'clock cashier didn't show up last night. I left work 15 minutes late because of it. I was so pissed. And I know the night crew was as well. It slowed everything down.

I did get to unload the truck last night, so that made me happy. It was nice cause I barely spent any time of the register. And it was great to be able to work in a tank top.

For some reason my pie is coming out the way its supposed too...

It's raining outside. It's supposed to rain for the next few days. I'm so happy I don't have to work today or tomorrow.

Went grocery shopping. I spent $125 on a months worth of food. We'll have to go for perishables and juice and that stuff. I priced matched and used coupons. (yes i'm one of those.) Its just easier for me since we have the baby.

Been playing a lot of DD0 recently. I'm now lvl 6. It's so much fun.

We are putting the tree up tomorrow.

I feel like my body is taking a terrible beating all the time. I am always tired again... I had a cold a week ago and its gone, but I'm still drained. I wake up, sit on the couch and then fall asleep again.

I'm trying to do my best in balancing being in work again with mother hood. It's kinda failing to be honest. When Christian is back in work I am going to work no more than 30 hours. At least I'll have evening shifts so I can still spend time with Vanessa. It's just going to suck with being a wife.

I haven't gotten anything that I wanted to done either. I keep setting small goals and failing again.